"The problem here is a totalitarian uniformity, a cult-like mentality such that even allies are enemies if they fail to follow the Exact Party Line. " - Phyllis Chesler

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

So Tired

I've had to do a lot of running around for work the past few weeks. This has been a HUGE change for me and I am really tired. I forgot just how exhausted getting up early, getting on the bus and train, and then spending 8 hours working for other people is and then often running to a night job. All the things I do are fairly simple and I get to meet and work with really nice people along the way. BUT BOY AM I TIRED.

I am so grateful for these new opportunities. It is keeping me so busy that I don't have time to think much about dating, what some man thinks or thought of me or even care. Because I am just too damn tired. By the time I get home all I want to do is veg on my couch and watch the television...read a few other blogs and possibly comment on them and then let my head hit the pillow.

With that said however, I did make plans to meet a new guy this Friday night. He seems like a nice person. Our phone conversation felt like two friends chatting. We weren't trying to impress each other or out do the other in anyway. Just simple chit chatty friendly conversation. What I hope for this Friday is a pleasant time with a nice man who thinks he felt the same way with me for an hour.

Next on my agenda is cooking class. I have begun researching some amature classes that I might take. I have never been the best cook or even cared. But I know that men like food, and cooking with them could be a fun activity to share. And well, I want to be married and start a family and be the center of the home and cooking is an essential part of that if that is the kind of marriage and family you want to be in. Hopefully I will have some stories about that for you soon.

What's the next new thing on your agenda?

1 comment:

kev said...

Next on my agenda... sleep. Unfortunately, my insomnia has other ideas!