For just a short period of time on this blog I'm changing the subject from politics to relationships and love. After all I do say on my header:
"One 30 something year-old single woman's thoughts, epiphanies and pitfalls of dating, relationships & the men she has dated. And many many rants on stupid people and their completely hypocritical political views."
Love and politics...two scary topics if you ask me!
So answering the question with 100% honesty what would your number be?
I'm sure I loved a handful of men, but to answer the question about being in-love I can only honestly say once. And I'm not with that person.
It's hard for me to know this. It's hard to live with the realization that the one person I was in-love with also brings harsh memories for me. And while I search for the next and hopefully final man I fall in-love with, the only comparable memories I have bring me back to the very sad ones too, which I choose not to relive or think about. A bit of a catch 22 for me.
As a spiritual person I truly believe that living in the past is like carrying around the dead, and where our thoughts are so are we. I pull my spirit back to me.
How many times have you been in-love?